Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Reflection -- Scorpios & Aquarians

After observing family, close friends and a few random strangers, I have come to the realization that I really have to steer further away from Scorpio's in the future... (luckily the ones I have as friends aren't entirely nuts) I realized that some do nothing but create drama for no reason, if not to instigate, its to steer attention to themselves. I hate to profile, but this is probably the most solid conclusion I have decided to completely believe; that most people born under Scorpio are a f*cking pain in the ass. They play nice, charm you, play games, lie, deceive and/or try to get their way every time. I've seen a few screw their supposed friends over-- numerous times. They get entirely defensive and will argue with you even when they are 100% wrong. In other cases they refuse to listen to what you have to say unless they decide to give in 30 minutes later-- because they realize you were agreeing with them the whole time after you've told them so for the 10th time. Its a perception thing... not so deep. Quite shallow actually. Having seen a few Scorps be in the wrong for doing something inappropriate, they seriously try to make a point to try and redeem themselves and repeatedly argue that what they did was the right thing! ha!... Oh the insanity.

Aquarian females aren't that far from "the inappropriate" & falling from the redemption tree either. Just because no one told you that your behavior was socially unacceptable doesn't mean you should continue making an ass of yourself and pissing people off! Heaven forbid that I warn you with "It's too early in the morning for that" knowing that you are going to agitate me before you head my way. That, (FFS), does not equate to me saying "Please shriek in my ear and ask me why I'm being a bitch"... That seriously doesn't make anyone happy or anyone more friendly. Nice try = you fail. I noticed that Aquarian gals tend to teeter-totter on their emotional attachments to people. Its like a bi-polar ordeal where they like you for one second and tell everyone how great you are, then suddenly start telling you to your face that you are worthless. They have a self worth insecurity where they have to look good in front of people. Don't get me wrong, they are generally great at what they do, but if they get blamed for anything you touched for 1 second, they are quick to throw you under the bus.

All this thinking about those healthy-attitude-malnourished people makes me hungry. Spaghettio's @ 4am!

Monday, May 2, 2005

A few thoughts...

We start like rain, slowly finding our way to the ocean...
making pitstops at creeks and streams...
perhaps we even get stuck in puddles or lakes for a while.
Someday we will make it to our destinations.
Yet we can't just live life "going with the flow".
Our boats came equipped with oars...
to detour or help steer ourselves from danger,
still some choose that path.
But to find your goals,
you must steer your "life" boat into the direction you want.
The river doesn't always flow perfectly.
Turn and row a little to the left, right, or backwards even...
Who would want to miss anything worth stopping for?

Make a change...
for your happiness.

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Theories and Philosophies

Ah yes. The joys of being intoxicated.
Some topics came up on the car ride home.
Here is a summary.

:.Theory I.:
Liquor = Truth Serum?
My Answer: Directly, No. Psychologically, Yes.

If you obviously tell truth, and you say too much,
you have just let yourself go. Good.
You have told the truth.
Yet if you lie when you are drunk,
you lie to yourself a lot when you are sober.
Thats just the truth.

:.Philosophy I.:
Sex is good.
Good sex is better.

:.Theory II.:
Can You Feel It?
My Answer: Directly, Not Yet. Psychologically, You don't understand it yet.

Any first time experiencing something new,
it of course is not something you are accustomed to.
Things grow on you.
Similar to pop songs and tastes for types of food.
And Love.
Theres differences between infatuation and love.
In my opinion, infatuation usually comes first.
Love can develop out of that.
But to know what love is.
You have to feel it,
In your heart AND mind.
Someday it could grow on you.
You just have to let it start first.

:.Philosophy II.:
You say you'll never be in love?
As much as loving someone can hurt, being loved is the greatest feeling.
Share it.
Stop being selfish, you ass.

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Tra la la...

Things are satisfactory.
Life happens... so does shit. hehe.
Work sucks. Blah. Anyway.

Part I.
Happiness.
I am happy.
Happy is good.
But happiness for self is not that simple!
It starts with YOU making people happy!

Part II.
Love.
Love is pain.
Or a pain in the ass.
On the other hand, some people love pain.

Part III.
Everyone.
Dedicate a day of the week to one thing...
That one thing is to NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING!
Chill, relax. Stop stressing yourself out.
Be nice to everyone. :)
Or be nice everyday and have an FU Friday, like me.
Its Friday.."Oh you don't like what I'm wearing? Fuck you."


Hope this has enlightened someone or anyone. :)
But since its just a Monday, I really don't give a shit. lol.